Saturday, October 16, 2004
sobbie sobbie sobbie....................... my sis comp cannot switch on.. all becuz of mi.. sobbie..... how how how... kana virus liao.. cannot on liao le... how how how? anione can help me fix???????????? plz help mi....... feel sooooooooo guilty now..... sis now complainin.. :( call so mani frenz.. all dunno... argh!! haiz...
watever.. went to buy project materials.. art frenz den workshop... den rush to do CIP.. haiz.. think gonna spend a lot on my project liao le.. time n money... haiz..
CIP was fun.. haha.. :p e' kids there.. realli.. haiz.. cute.. bt quite noti.. headache sia.. haiz.. e' kids there.. so ke lian.. i realise i'm soooo xing fu.. at least i gt a family hu support mi in watever i do... *guity* my parents willin to pay so much for my studies my project materials.. n i still dun wanna study hard hard... *guilty* e' kids there.. so independent so clever... haiz...
realise i'm such a failure... cant do anithg........................................................................
i'm a failure in everithg.. in my personal life, my family, my frenz, love life n mani more... is tt my life? maybe i did too mani bad bad thgs n dis is wat i'll get in return............ :(
~fernny~ can i juz jump down fr here? can i? pointless to live on....... :( seems happi bt nt.. :(
as ppl sae.. happy oso muz live on.. sad oso muz live on.. so y dun u make ur life happi.. well it's easy to sae.. hard to do.. feel like cryin.. bt cant.. feel so terrible.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
caught a falling star @ 9:18 PM